Leave the mourning the to the morning
Yeah pain can be killed
With aspirin tablets and vitamin pills
But memories of hope, and glorious defeat
Are a little bit harder to beat
Q:89. Be detailed.
Five things I want to do before I die
1. I want to inspire someone. I want to inspire many someones. I want to be someone that a kid can look to and see some sort of reminder that they’re gonna be ok, that they can do so many incredible things. I want to inspire through writing, through film, through art, I want to be older, at a point where I think I’ve wasted my existence, and have some kid I don’t know come up to me on the street and tell me that I did something good for them. That they did something miraculous that day, like getting out of bed or curing cancer, and I helped inspire them to do that.
2. I want to understand who my mother was. I don’t want to hear any of these fucking stories about her from my biased family I want to know who she was for myself. I want to retrace some of her steps, I want to understand who she was, I want to know why we are so similar and how I’ve grown into my own person instead of her clone, the way her remaining family acts like I am.
3. I want to get Married. To Niko. I know it sounds ridiculous but I love this man more than I thought I could love someone. And say what you want about marriage as an institution. But I want to stand at some sort of altar and put into words how much I love him so everyone has to take twenty goddamn minutes of their lives and give them to me and my love for this human being who has given me so much and plans to give me so much more. I want everyone to see it. I want to wear a gorgeous dress and eat good food and dance with the man I love in front of everyone so they can see that there are still good things left to celebrate. I just really want to get married.
4. I want to live abroad. I want to live somewhere not the USA. A lot of people say that and maybe their reasons are similar too, but I want to live somewhere out of my comfort zone, where I need to use my bilingual talents, where the lifestyle is different and I’m forced to grow as a person in order to thrive. I’d like Niko to be there for that too.
5. I want to be happy.
ASK ME! Fill that inbox!1. Where are you from?2. Has an anime ever made you cry?3. Post a screenshot of your tumblr activity page4. A musical artist you love that isn’t well known?5. How would you describe your sense of humour?6. Would you ever give up your life to save someone else’s?7. Did you make any resolutions for this year? What were they?8. Last 3 blogs on your dashboard, not including any of your own.9. Put your music player of choice on shuffle and list the first 3 songs10. Can you curl your tongue?11. Can you do any other accents other than your own?12. Who would be your ideal partner?13. Who is your favorite anime character?14. Most used word?15. Most used phrased?16. Inspiration behind your URL?17. Inspiration behind your blog title?18. Is there something you would never do?19. Is there anything you should be doing right now?20. Is there a song which can bring you to tears instantly?21. If you could study anything, what would it be?22. If money was no object, where would you move to?23. If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?24. Have you ever online dated?25. Have you ever been in love?26. Have you ever had a secret admirer?27. Favorite song?28. Favorite food?29. Favorite movie?30. Favorite foreign food?31. Are you ticklish?32. Are you a good liar?33. Are you pursuing your dreams?34. Are you scared of the future?35. Are you happy with who you are?36. Are you a clean or messy person?37. Are you a good judge of character?38. Are you a very open or private person?39. Are you more attracted to men or women?40. How old are you?41. How tall are you?42. How did you get your name?43. How many posts do you have?44. How many posts have you liked?45. How are you feeling right now?46. How many followers do you have?47. How would you like to be remembered?48. Do you have a crush?49. Do you want children?50. Do you have any pets?51. Do you play video games?52. Do you have much of an ego?53. Do you believe in soul mates?54. Do you prefer to text or call?55. Do you suck or bite lollipops?56. Do you like long or short hair?57. Do actions speak louder than words?58. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?59. Do you post mainly reblogs, or your own content?60. Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games?61. What makes you angry?62. What is your birthday?63. What shoe size are you?64. What are you strengths?65. What is your dream job?66. What color is your hair?67. What color is your eyes?68. What do your parents do?69. What is you middle name?70. What are your weaknesses?71. What is your zodiac sign?72. What’s your lucky number?73. What perfume do you wear?74. What are you allergic to?75. What’s the meaning of life?76. What is your favorite color?77. What is your favorite accent?78. What makes you uncomfortable?79. What is your personality type?80. What is your #1 favorite anime?81. What type of music do you like?82. What or whom do you miss right now?83. What’s your favourite number, and why?84. What programs do you currently have open?85. What do you typically have for breakfast?86. What age do people usually mistake you for?87. What’s the most notes you’ve ever had on a post?88. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?89. What are five things you want to do before you die?90. What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of?
I got lost in him, and it was the kind of lost that’s exactly like being found.
cig + jager iced tea + frank turner = by some miracle my mood is improving